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I’m Moving On
I can’t change how things are.
Even if I tried my hardest, I still wouldn’t get far.
I didn’t know I was so emotional.
My feelings sometimes overflow, and it’s uncontrollable.
The tears that I shed.
It has allowed me to release all the unbearable thoughts and words in my head.
It was hard to let go of the pent-up and lingering abyss.
But I didn’t want my exhaustion to continue from this.
With the remaining feelings left inside my heart, it’s not easy to notice.
Or to shift my focus.
Either to reminisce about the things that shattered.
Or to cherish the things that truly mattered.
For every loss, I don’t always exactly know the main cause.
But I do know I need a moment to pause.
For every life test, my heart is troubled without the time needed to process things or reflect.
I’m unsure whether things will improve or worsen after what comes next.
At any time, I can freely get up.
And surround myself with those who lift me up.
I can keep trying my best to smile.
My…
